an epiphany reached in dream state.

You know you have succeeded  when your life reflect your dreams.


and somewhere with all that romantic atmosphere I was going to be a successful writer too!!

Then reality hits a low blow when I realised I was dreaming the whole time!

Way to play me!

One for Life. Zero for Me!




A Christian man who takes the lead in sexual purity, and who tells the woman that her heart means more to him than her body, and her purity is more valuable to him than his own pleasure, liberates her from a cruel bondage and gives her a blessing that words can hardly describe.


Sometimes I am truly in awe of God’s work.



sometimes we lose sight of what we have, when we are in search of something more, of something on the greener side.

In order to be happier, we have to stop taking what we have for granted, and be grateful for what we do have. What we should  be grateful for.

so take that extra minute be grateful. It doesnt have to be big or spectacular. just something that pops into your head.

  • I am grateful that every morning i wake up I have my home, my job, and my family.
  • I am grateful for the years i spent blogging, and the many readers i have encountered.
  • I am grateful that i spent time with my niece today and we had our silly talks.
  • i am grateful that I am loved, that everyone in my life has somehow influenced me some way somehow.




Happiness would be smelling the flowers, having coffee in an outdoor cafe.

Reading a book by a river, having a picnic and cooking for my lover…

simple things would make me happy..


Let Go Of Fear Now! 
“Archangel Michael says that fear is the only thing interfering with your happiness and plans. He wants to show you how to release any worry or dread so you can feel safe and secure. This card indicates that you’re ready to let go of control issues and trust that everything ultimately works out for the best.

I am afraid to lose my control. I am afraid to trust. I am afraid of change.

Yet I am tired of being stuck

I just want to be free




By stimulating the Pineal Gland, Sodalite clears the Third Eye, and deepens meditation. Sodalite is also very helpful for those who seem to be encountering many difficulties in their life, as it can bring unhealthy, ingrained patterns to the surface to be released, and it can promote deep self-examination to reveal underlying causes to one’s problems. When dealing with such covert issues, one should work with the stone consistently, by meditating with it and possibly sleeping with it under the pillow to help bring productive dreams.


I have been sleeping with Sodalite the last couple of nights,  I noticed quite a difference.

The last couple of nights I dreamt that someone was trying to steal my power. Personal power perhaps. Whatever it was, it left me quite angry, I had to get back my power. I always did defeat my enemy.

However last night, I lucid dreamt that whoever was trying to go after me, was becoming more powerful. My rage was frightening me, so I had to wake up. I am firm believer that emotions such as rage can be a person’s downfall or weakness in battle.  Because I was using rage to fuel my power, I was in a sense – weak.  As I was coming out of my dream sleep I heard someone say “Quiet! She will hear you!”

“Of course I can still hear you!” I shouted.

At first I thought it was Jordan and GF speaking.

I then realised I was still dreaming!

Sodalite also started to strengthen my third eye. I hadnt had a vision in a while. No matter what I did, I would meditate. Use my master crystal, Use Stilibite, nothing would help ease the tension in my Brow chakra.

Then because I had a small piece of sodalite on my brow chakra, it was remarkable.

A little bit worked.